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SKETCH DUMP!!!

*image can be found on my DA account*

My drawings as of lately.... So I guess I'm gonna start writing my Naruto OC story.... I left all my writing material for my own original story at home. I was going to work on it until I didn't find any of my writing stuff. *sigh* I was going to plan out the plot/outline. I have a beat sheet (Hannah knows what I am talking about) and it's like a movie script planner. It works great with story writing! Any who, my Naruto OC story isn't as important as my original story because no one will be seeing it really. Unless, I can draw it and make sure the characters aren't out of character. So enjoy my sketch dump on here!:D

My Babies

So this was my St. Patrick's Day!

All seven of my nieces in one room. It made me extremely happy to have them all in one place. No lie, because I'm a crazy aunt. I have been since the oldest was born (she is behind the little one in yellow). The youngest happens to be in the middle. I spent all day with them.

No, I didn't wear green.:P Then again, I went to Wal-Mart with my sister and we discussed if it was today or yesterday. So, we didn't pinch each other! lol

Any who, all my nieces were pretty excited to see me. You see my dad's side of the family is extremely close, so I'm extremely close with my nieces. Then again, I want it that way. I want them to know I am there for them when they feel like they can't tell momma or granmma (my mom). These after all are my second children since why I call them my babies!

My day was made seeing them. Their smiles, laughs, and love.

Creative Writing Prompt: Choose a poem you like. Take the last line and use that as the first line of your own poem...

I didn't read the prompt all the way oops! Well here is some creative writing my dears.

In her tomb by the sounding sea. My mother’s body lay. The only thing to touch the chilled face of that woman was the creatures of the sea. They seemed to like decayed human flesh as a meal. As the days went on, I would visit her tomb to find bits and pieces of her missing. Maybe her body was taunting them by being exposed to the elements. Then again, how was that her fault?

I blame myself really. My childish behavior to sadden to give her proper closure. Maybe mother knew it. Her ghost never came to me in my sleep or drive me bat crazy in front of peers. Yes, maybe mother knew I still desired her presence here.

I always was a mother’s boy.

Maybe, she can forgive me of my horrible actions. Yes, mother would. She knew how father’s illness was inherited. Even with that warning, that woman accepted me. How sad her tale had to end so sudden.

Hopefully mother would approve of Annabel.

Ms. Annabel Lee, the woman to steal my heart from thee.

You would like her mother.

I promise arsenic wasn't added to your tea, mother. Annabel would never harm such fragile beings. However, the man she called father, mother, was given some. You see, he didn't understand that we were in love. I knew you had different opinions from him, mother. That’s why I left you and Annabel alone.

She loved you, mother.

So please don’t hate her because of my actions. I put the arsenic in your tea, mother. You see, I had the feeling you would suggest we wait a year for father dearest. Sorry mother, I forgot to mention I killed him with Annabel the year before.

That’s how we met. She found me over his bleeding carcass, mother. You see, father thought that the demons of the sea had put their goddess in your body. He asked me to help him. To help regain your body from them cursed creatures.

Now I see, I was more right than him.

Annabel overhead me bashing his head in with a rock, mother. Do you see? Annabel was  there for me. We danced in father’s blood underneath the crescent moon. She wooed my sanity back to me. That father was wrong. That those sea creatures were not interested in our kind. No, only if we left our flesh out for them to eat.

“Mother, do you forgive me?

Here.

At your tomb by the sounding sea?”

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If you didn't notice, the poem was Annabel Lee by Edgar Allen Poe! I was feeling like Poe at the beginning, however, I started getting distracted by what SyFy had on. So forgive the sloppy ending. I hope y'all enjoyed! Any feedback would be nice.:D

Hello my dears!

Long time, no post again.
=.='
I will start off with this...

I AM HAPPY.

I don't feel so bitter any more which makes me super duper happy. Like, y'all have no idea!

But on to better things!

I need to write/plan/etc.!

My characters are going to be based off my OCs from Naruto & Soul Eater. 

I will start off with Alina and Lucas. When I first got introduced to Soul Eater, my friends and I made up a story and put like 3-4 chapters on FF. Then we stopped like any other writers on FF. =.=' Any who, my characters were Alina and Lucas. Alina was at the park with her friend, Raine (I'm guessing... Not really sure.), and they get attacked from some guy hiding in the bushes. Well Raine is a weapon so the evil dude was going to kill Alina with her. *introduce nerve wrecking music* UNTIL, Lucas saves her. Lucas tells her to use him as a weapon. Alina and Lucas live to see another day - blah, blah. I also had it to where Alina had a witch's soul kind of.

NOW TO THE GOOD STUFF.

I always loved them. I liked how I designed Lucas too. (If I still had the original image I had of them, I would show it. I used a base from DA and colored it on paint.) Lucas has purple hair and golden eyes. Alina had brown hair and eyes like me (when I first made her), however I have started imagining her with the eye color I want - light blue. They still have the same personalities just different world and stuff. Danae was inspired by my Early Western Civilization class (I would recommend if you are a writer to take it!). At least the outline, the color scheme was picked out of colors I rarely use/like.

I have ideas of how each of them meet. Alina and Lucas meet like they did in my Soul Eater FF but ya know, different fer sure. Then the duo meets Danae by interrupting her wedding. Danae doesn't want to get married and leaves her village. A side note, her village also kicked her out because she left with the strangers and never returned to them. So there ya go! 

Now someone ask me to write this stuff down! And make sure I do!

Another side note, http://www.rinmarugames.com/

I love dress up games. It helps me to imagine characters better.

The Adventures of Megan

Gah! I want my purple hair back! lol I also finally got my ears plugged! 2/19/13 I did it myself and it took like 4 hours. The box said 16G-10G, so I think I have two different sizes in each ear... Oh well! Still my pride and joy at the moment.:3 Now to get a job so I can get my 1st tattoo touched up, get sibling tat, & my personalize one. Just an update from the personal life! Oh, it also snowed here today - YUCK! I was not a happy child either. lol Until they canceled classes for the rest of the day at 12:30.

Murderotic

* images: 

http://www.murderotic.com/

or

http://murderotic.tumblr.com/

This is the person I look up too.

(I don't like the word idol.)

She can be super silly without being under the influence.

She is a sweet person.

Even when people insult her, she says nothing but nice things.

This is my definition of beauty.

I want to be like her one day.<3 p="">

*GIF: not mine but undeadliz.tumblr.com

Woot!

I have had my computer since Tuesday night! I'm so happy!:D 

 Any who! 

So I was watching Toonami last night. It gave me the feels. lol If you're a Naruto fan, you'll understand. I'm talking about character development - Sasuke Uchiha. That boy! Excuse me as I cry! I hated him when Naruto started like, "Oagbohrh - GO DIE SASUKE!" However, his character is just so lost and needs guidance. I won't spoil anything because people hate it. Sasuke's character from the beginning to now is just so different and SADDENING. Like everyone in Naruto needs a hug and a cookie!
 

  ALSO 

SOUL EATER WAS ON LAST NIGHT!!!:D Completely forgot how Soul and Maka acted at the beginning! I'm in a world of shock y'all. lol Excuse me, as I find a cool image/gif to show y'all since I haven't gotten all my images yet.:3 

*goes on Tumblr*

If you don't ship them, I'll cry. MY OTP. End of story!

*should probably go and read the manga where I left off...*

Oh these are some of the reasons why I want to be a manga artist/might be changing my major to Graphic Design or Animation (maybe a minor.)! I started drawing/writing thanks to a friend and anime. I have OC's aka mostly a Naruto OC with a story. lol I want to be as creative as their creators! *sigh* Hopefully one day, I won't be so lazy and actually create and write!

HOWEVER, TODAY IS NOT THAT DAY!

FOR NARUTO SHIPPUDEN OR HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE ARE CALLING MY NAME!

Just planning my map... Going to get ready to write my story soon!:D

Downfall VS. Motivation

I REALLY want to improve my art. Like I am close to tears! I see lovely and graceful artwork from people I follow on DA/look up to and it makes me want to get better.
The thing is, it's my downfall. I compare which one shouldn't do unless it is about the meaning and understanding the piece.
At the same time, it's also my inspiration to improve. Not everyone is a genius or prodigy when it comes to things they enjoy. I love making characters. I want to make a manga one day. I really do but I need to improve. That's my goal. I want to improve my art!

NEVER.
EVER.
TAKE CHEMISTRY.
IN COLLEGE.
YOU'LL WANT TO HURT YOURSELF.
OR THE TEACHER WHO CAN'T TEACH.
*rips hair out*
I am slowly but surely losing my patience with this teacher.

Just finished reading Paper Towns by John Green. It's a really good book. I didn't expect the ending, nicely done! I would recommend people to read it. It made me think a lot about myself and others. Very quotable.

The babies again!(:

Glitter glue is fun my friends...

Today is my birthday!

I turn 19!!!!

My babies!<3 Alina, Lucas, and Danae's reaction to a scene I have in mind. lol Lucas is supposed to marry a woman he saves from drowning/hypothermia (?). This person is Alina. When a person has a bad case of hypothermia, you basically cuddle with them. So I find this funny since they hate each other. Danae is all like, 'I knew y'all liked each other!' Oh, reactions of characters!<3

Hard drive died aka all my files/pictures/music is gone. I will be computerless for 2 weeks or personal computerless.

I like mustaches...

"Yay!!! So I'm supposed to ask, how's your writing goal coming?" ~ Mackenzee
TERRIBLE!
lol I've been thinking about it but I haven't... Hehe. I will introduce my characters on here soon. To show off my lovely babies!
1/23
I started writing in my art appreciation class this morning, not much though. Are you guys happy!? Hannah!?!?

You know, I can now understand why people get so bitter.

I'm trying not to be but it seems like this person keeps doing stuff that irritates the crap out of me.

How does one stop being bitter?

I wish I knew. However, if me being bitter makes me understand a character better. I can go through it... I think. The basics of how one becomes bitter is this, you make them feel worthless. As in, worthless as a person, BF/BG, or/and a friend. That person had a small self-esteem to begin with and you crush it. It doesn't matter if it was a misunderstanding. You can't tell a person how to feel or interpret something you say. You just can't.

They just feel like you tore them apart and ripped them to pieces.

I will not be bitter. I will not be bitter. PERIOD.

My Definition of Beauty

because.

One day, I will have piercings & more tattoos.

I won’t live to the norms of beauty.

I refuse.

Martin Luther King Day

Going out and serving in the community!(:

Practice Makes Perfect!

I recorded myself while practicing D7 & G Major… I really sucked. Then again, I am in beginners guitar class so…. lol

Fantasy Website

Let's begin this with, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAARA!

*~*Fictional Character Birthday Shout Out*~*

ONTO THE BEST THING I HAVE DISCOVERED ON THE INTERWEB!

http://donjon.bin.sh/world/

I suck at trying to create a fictional world, like drawing it. My creative skills don't go that far as to make a map. So as all children do, I googled map generator and found this lovely site. I'm still playing around with it but I do like. I recommended my friend Mackenzee use it since we both love the fantasy world ideas. I think it's also used to help with D&D type games. So all the more coolness to help with the thinking creative game. Shoot, just go mess with the site. I still am. So far, I'm not disappointed.

my fantasy world!

Who is Megan?

Well this is her! ->
Name: Megan
Nicknames: I have a lot! lol Like Meggie or Meg, etc. I have to say Horseboat is my favorite because I am such a blonde child.Age: I am 18 at the moment until January 29.
College: Yes, I'm in college. 4 hours shy of being a sophomore. No, I'm not in my home state so I have a dorm room (with no roommate!:D)
Height: I'm 5'2"
Ethnicity: I'm half Mexican, +1/16% Cherokee, & the rest is English.
Clothing Style: I don't know what fashion sense I have... Other than if it's comfortable or cute, I wear it.
Hairstyle: I have long hair that is majority of the time down; if not, it's in a bun.Complexion: Olive!:D
Eye & Hair Color: It's brown. Though I do dye my hair when I get bored with it - burgundy/deep burgundy.
Occupation: I don't have a job, hopefully I can soon.
Transportation: I walk... I really do or I get rides from friends/family.
Relationship: Single. I'm seriously not gonna look for a guy either.
Family Information: I have a mom and dad, four siblings, seven nieces, plus ONE huge family.
Interest: I like to daydream a lot, writing (really character making!), & drawing.
Favorite Color: PURPLE - Lavender is my shade.

Because for some odd reason,
 I think y'all should know.

My siblings!

This is Megan. This is what makes her happy.<3 span="span">

Oh My, Dear Me!

Hello Blogger, long time no touch since Naruto was in Chapter 484 and my draft of 505. LOL

Well any who, I plan on using blogger again even though I love Tumblr to death. My friend Hannah has  blogger so it'll be easier to follow her on here.

I also hope being on here again will help me write again and be encouraged. Someone posted on Tumblr basically saying they wanted their own fandom. You know what, I want that. I want people to fall so in love with one of my characters, they cry when something terrible happens to them or gets mad with them. I dream that I can make an epic story one day like Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit (even though I haven't read it yet, still it has to be the bomb even if one of my favorite characters die.), and Harry Potter to name a few. Also as an anime fan, I have grown up with Naruto since middle school. My favorite anime is about to end here soon (maybe a year or two, maybe less). I fell in love with each character. Like each one of them seemed to represent apart of me in different ways. Shoot, I GREW UP WITH THEM. I was 12/13 when Naruto started airing here in America and now that I am reading the manga and seeing it end soon... It makes me want to cry! I don't want it to end. I want to know about their future (sadly, one of the secondary main character dies. T.T) and see how they are all grown up.

THAT'S WHAT I WANT MY READERS TO FEEL. I want them to be so connected with my characters that they also want to know everything like me. I want them to sync with my characters and to love and cherish them like I did in Naruto. The manga epic that has impacted me in some weird way. That's my dream, that's my writer way! (Thank you Naruto! LOL)

So here is to a new year for me to start writing again. To bring the characters I make up in my mind to life. Thanks for reading this, whoever did, and bring on the encouragement!